bila ku kenang..
i guess when we think so much about something or someone.. the image of it would recur every now and then.. if we cant let go of the past, it will keep haunting us.. but how could we forget it when it meant so much to us, were among the best times of our life and a little thought or reminiscence of it would either bring tears to our eyes or make us smile..
1. i have heard people saying that if you could not let go of the past, you can't move on.. but we've moved on to so many, many phases of life but yet, the memory of the past would come back to our mind once a while. of all the things in the world, may be it was the one memory that you presumed worth saving a memory space in your mind for.
2. you keep seeing that face that you wish you would forget but know that apart of you really want that face to be yours again. you know deep down inside your heart, you hope to return to the past, to correct what was wrongly done and change history for once. a small slight change that could mean a total revolution of your life.
3. you want to forget but you are just not ready to do so. though it's been years, many has come and go, but that particular memory which you can't forget, which you wish you could replay and change the scripts; might not leave you. not just yet.
4. apart of you, wants it to stay.. *sigh