u put hopes so high that though you know you won't be able to reach it, you care less..

all you prayed for is for the hope to be realized.. to come true.. and not only make you smile in your dreams. 

but more often than always, you end up frustrated for hoping so much.. when in reality, whatever that you hope for was not supposed to be yours or don't even wanna be yours..

frustration is just a feeling that i shall have to live with, these couple of days..

but then again, i'll just hide it under my disguise and put on a smile and sway to the music they are playing.. trying to ignore all the hurt inside and the frustration i'm wallowing.. 

hope.. it's my only hope..