if it's wrong to love
then i won't tell you i do..
though that's how i will always feel..
though it hurts so much to do so..
this heart has been shattered too many times..
i just don't sobbed anymore when i cry..
it just flow like a river..
i'm used to the hurt that people caused me..
i'm used to crying myself to sleep..
i'm used to be bashed up till i bleed inside..
i'm used to all these..
but don't i deserve some loving..
am i too damned?
am i borne with these shits written on my forehead..
i am alright.. seriously..
because i'm used to these..
hurt..
they caused..
and they'll never heal..
