when u love someone so much
he'd be the one to shatter your heart into a gazillion pieces..
though i slept at around 12midnight.. i woke up around 3 something.. barely 4 hours of sleep.. the neurons in my brain are all messed up bumping against each other causing the emptiness inside to swell. just want tomorrow to end as fast as it could. *sigh
photo : view from my bed.. taken with camera phone.. too lazy to care
people define happiness in 1001 ways. things that make me happy would make you sobs instead. i might like the sound of silence and tranquil in my life, but you might go for a merrier crowd. I love being ignored but you might be hurt by it. I despise too much attention, while you would want to be the center of the show. i don't really bother if people do not ask me whether have i eaten or taken my medication because i just don't givva DUNG, but some would cause a riot for that simple lack of attention and care. but at times, we do expect all that from people that we love, don't we. we are humans with feelings and emotions. but the thing is, when you expect too much and get none in return, you'll be hurt so bad that you wish you never have a heart at all. as far as i am concern, love does nothing but hurt. yes i know, everything has a bad spot. but why should love be tainted like everything else? shouldn't it be different and holy?
i guess when someone doesn't get enough sleep, they blabber *dung* !
though i slept at around 12midnight.. i woke up around 3 something.. barely 4 hours of sleep.. the neurons in my brain are all messed up bumping against each other causing the emptiness inside to swell. just want tomorrow to end as fast as it could. *sigh
photo : view from my bed.. taken with camera phone.. too lazy to care
people define happiness in 1001 ways. things that make me happy would make you sobs instead. i might like the sound of silence and tranquil in my life, but you might go for a merrier crowd. I love being ignored but you might be hurt by it. I despise too much attention, while you would want to be the center of the show. i don't really bother if people do not ask me whether have i eaten or taken my medication because i just don't givva DUNG, but some would cause a riot for that simple lack of attention and care. but at times, we do expect all that from people that we love, don't we. we are humans with feelings and emotions. but the thing is, when you expect too much and get none in return, you'll be hurt so bad that you wish you never have a heart at all. as far as i am concern, love does nothing but hurt. yes i know, everything has a bad spot. but why should love be tainted like everything else? shouldn't it be different and holy?
i guess when someone doesn't get enough sleep, they blabber *dung* !
