i am always making the wrong choices in life.. in every aspect that matters.. and those choices have proven to destroy me and my life in every way.. i loose touch with reality when happiness is offered.. though that is a very limited happiness that last no longer than a breath while.. the hurt and the damages lasted longer than life itself.. but why am i still doing this? though i know it would cost me my life, my future and my heart.. why? am i doing this to undo the mistakes i've done or to fulfill my heart's desire.. you can never take my love away, you can only cloud it with anger..